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— the memory you left taryf — time and regret, you fade tabah — trying all bridges, all hopes hp — holding patterns lyzr — lazy reactor, still spinning but not changing 2015 — the year something cracked open or quietly shut.

This is what grief looks like when it forgets its own grammar. thmyl-taryf-tabah-hp-lyzr-2015

Some years don’t end. They just get compressed into strings we carry in the back of our minds — unhealed, unspoken, unlived. — the memory you left taryf — time