Mahtob, wise beyond her years, nodded. She had stopped calling Moody “Daddy.” She called him “that man.”
The child did not cry. She dressed in the dark. They crept down the stairs—twelve flights, counting each landing, holding their breath. The lobby was empty. The street was a dark river of shadows. A taxi idled at the corner, its driver a grizzled old man named Reza whom Mrs. Hakimi had vouched for. He didn’t ask questions. He just said, “Get in.”
And then they walked.
Betty and Mahtob stumbled into the village as the first call to prayer echoed over the mountains. A old Kurdish woman found them huddled against a wall, half-frozen. She didn’t speak English or Farsi, but she understood. She pulled them into her home, wrapped them in wool blankets, and fed them hot tea and bread. not without my daughter book
He slammed his fist on the table. Rice and flatbread jumped. “I am not being ridiculous! You will learn to obey. This is Iran. Here, I am the law. You will not take my daughter back to that corrupt, godless country.”
Betty laughed, a nervous, hollow sound. “Don’t be ridiculous, Moody. The flight is tomorrow.”
For six months, she prepared. She memorized the streets of Tehran. She learned to say “I am lost” and “Take me to the Turkish embassy” in halting Farsi. She stitched money—small denominations—into the lining of her coat and into Mahtob’s doll. She told Mahtob a secret game: “We are going on an adventure, sweetheart. But you cannot tell anyone, not even Grandma. If you tell, the adventure will disappear.” Mahtob, wise beyond her years, nodded
It was the longest night of Betty’s life. The smuggler moved like a ghost. Betty held Mahtob’s hand, half-carrying, half-dragging her through the snow. The child’s lips turned blue. Her breathing became labored—the asthma. Betty stopped, dug out the inhaler from the coat lining, and gave her two puffs. “You can do this,” she whispered. “We are almost there.”
The border was a barbed-wire fence, not a wall. On the other side was Turkey. A republic. A plane. A phone call to the American embassy. Life.
Moody had always been a master of persuasion. He had won her over years ago, a whirlwind romance that defied her family’s quiet concerns. He was charming, brilliant, and deeply in love with her—or so she believed. Their daughter, Mahtob, a seven-year-old with her father’s dark eyes and her mother’s stubborn chin, was the bridge between two worlds. Betty had worked hard to keep the peace, learning to cook Persian rice dishes, celebrating Nowruz, and quieting the small voice in her head that warned her about Moody’s temper. They crept down the stairs—twelve flights, counting each
But Betty did not give up. She learned the geography of her confinement. The apartment had three bedrooms, a kitchen, and a balcony that overlooked a busy street. The street was freedom, just fifty feet away. But freedom was a mirage. Without a passport, without money, without a language, she would be picked up by the revolutionary guards within an hour.
Betty’s low point came on a freezing January night. She had tried to escape—a foolish, desperate dash down the apartment stairs when Moody left the door unlocked. She made it to the street, her heart pounding like a trapped bird’s. But she had no shoes, no headscarf, and no plan. A crowd of men gathered, pointing, shouting in Farsi. A young boy ran to fetch a guard. Within minutes, she was back in the apartment, Moody grinning with cold triumph. “You see?” he said. “There is no escape.”
Ali pointed to a faint light in the distance. “That is a village. Go there. Tell them you are American. You will be safe now.” He turned and disappeared back into the darkness, back toward Iran. He had done his job.
The world tilted. Betty grabbed Mahtob’s hand. Her mind raced through the logistics: the passport, the embassy, the airport. But she soon learned the cruel arithmetic of the Islamic Republic. As an American woman married to an Iranian man, she was his property. She could not leave the country without his written permission. And Mahtob, born to an Iranian father, was considered Iranian. She could not leave without her father’s consent either.