I expected crickets. Instead, I got nine emails by morning.

We moved to a ramshackle farm in upstate New York. I grew a beard. I wore flowing linen that smelled faintly of mildew. I stopped calling them “followers” and started calling them “Echoes.” We had a chant: “The map is not the road; the road is the walking.” It meant nothing. It meant everything.

“There is no Resonance Center,” Marcus said. “There’s just a dusty plot of land you looked at on Zillow.”

He stared at me for a long time. Then he nodded slowly and walked away. He didn’t leave. He worked harder. Because I had given him a new, even more addictive drug: the secret knowledge that the leader was a fraud, and the mission was to protect him anyway.

At first, it was a support group. We met in a rented church basement. I handed out printouts of my ramblings. I taught them a "cleansing breath" I invented while waiting for my pasta water to boil. They cried. They thanked me. They called me “The Listener.”

It began, as these things often do, not with a bang, but with a bruised ego and a half-empty bottle of mediocre chardonnay. I was thirty-two, a failed marketing consultant who couldn’t sell a life raft to a drowning man. My wife had left, taking the good couch and my sense of irony. Alone in a leaky studio apartment, I typed a sentence that would change everything: “You are not broken. The world just forgot to give you the manual.”