The tragedy of adulthood is the slow murder of the amateur within us. Around age twenty-five, something cruel happens. We learn to ask: Will this pay the bills? Will this look good on a resume? Will this impress my father? We replace the question Do I love this? with Is this useful?
And so the painter becomes an accountant who paints on Sundays, furtively, as if committing a crime. The poet becomes a lawyer who scribbles verses on napkins during lunch, then crumples them up. The inventor becomes a project manager who files patents for the corporation, never for the soul. Amateur
The professional asks: What has been done before? The amateur asks: What is possible? The tragedy of adulthood is the slow murder